Hello Self, nice to meet you

I know I need a break when I take a look at all the shit I have to study for and think "I couldn't care less, actually."

Then I drift off and dream about a mud hut in the middle of the village where I first met myself at my worst and best. Where I looked myself in the eyes and didn't run from what I saw, but stood my ground and felt the one thing I was searching for all those years: Acceptance.

And then I wake up and stare back down at the pile of shit and smile.

Life is a battle you fight with anonymous allies. It's an uphill battle until you realize your best ally is yourself, and yourself is not nearly as bad as you thought.

Aaaaand breathe out

For everyone who thought this would never happen.

Thank God for the next four years.

Give me Equilibrium

It's so hard to find a balance between social life and academic life. I've tried mixing the two by studying with friends- but that tends to lean a little to one side, which did not help my econ exam grade. Aiesec is so great because it opens the door for so many opportunities and not to mention a million awesome people to meet and talk to. But the only problem is that the urgency to get good grades fades with your loneliness. Its so hard to find motivation when all you want to do is hang out with all the lovely people you know. If anyone knows how to find that balance, you should let me know.